Confined within this reality we happen to inhabit, I’ve lost track of time and events. There’s so much to do, so much to learn. And yet I know I can’t do it all, and I know I can’t forecast a future where everything ends well. I still “push forward”, but this uncertainty frightens me, stirring up questions about worthiness, about acceptance.
I feel like my mind has been running in Turbo Mode1 (anyone who had a PC in the late ’90s will understand), chasing anything that gives me a sense of purpose—and yet none of it is definitive. None of it. On this highway of racing thoughts, I stumbled upon the new Minecraft theme. It can never replace “Sweden”, but it isn’t trying to. It’s an entirely different song with its own identity, and in some ways it’s more powerful than the one before it. How do I know? Because it made me realize I don’t have to stay on that highway. I can travel on foot. I can think without rushing. I can think in peace—even when the world around me is anything but peaceful.





